Friday, December 24, 2021

The Other 364

 

I thought it caught up; it drifted, after its lingering ghosts.

the arc of the scientific, killed insides, brazen ink—one picture.

the hold we accept, the pain we kindle, asking for change.

the calendar is outdated, another ascending decade, the future has a repeat button.

sullen angels, blighted gardens, piranha souls. we need freedom. what is more freedom? absurd, to ask about chains.

winter feelings.

amazed we die, or live, no true ideas; feeling blasé, held

accountable, judged by my dreams. the cage became a friend … souls for capture, fidgets, holes in identity.

so confused most are, acting it out, many social labels. Love was respected, most never questioned her, something inside was unhinged, she would evaporate. those aforesaid chains, our women on trial, holding to fastness, holding to fastidious, angered by sensitivities. never taught us much, expected we should know, how is that fair?

another lives the dream, Harvard politics, our understanding of colored folks, our compartmentalization.

walking into noise, celebrating uneasiness, holidays seem impersonal, made personal, wondering about acceptance.

normality is different, painful, no one shall escape.   

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