Thursday, December 23, 2021

Silence In Plain Speech

 

the deaths keep coming. a man wrapped in mortality. a woman given to her legacy. the chills of the furnace. the ambrosia of souls. a man catches an infatuation. a woman catches a mission. both meet eyes to loquats.

maybe the beauty is its entrance, the reality is the beauty, the children are the drains.

clocks tick roughly. many are sipping intolerance. another legend has passed. mother writhes. I’m certain. mother is floating, I’m certain.

truth is located, rarely given, it requires voyage, damn near clairvoyance, perception seems woven by deception.

an imp is inside. a phantom partakes on fears. no place is a place for our seeds.

writing to break freedom. writing to capture in words some reservoir inside. holding to a woman for dear receptivity—amazed about sour simplicity. in knowing a simple fact: it could be different, as perfect acceptance in the difference.

I must admit, when it happens, two will die holding their legacy.

Hilfiger poetry, Chanel prose, Versace depression, Vera Wang miseries. a longer road, laughing melancholy, Harlem Rebirth.

writers fall harder—we see life in sullen bliss—things shied over, take on Rembrandt meaning—blueberry rhythm discussed in woods upon tiger gazes, blues in merchants, medieval wire-roots—the paw of its panther, the stubbornness of its spots, into superman wisdom, or superwoman anxiety—finding in pain, each person, cleaves to breaking silence.

I never saw such rosaries in winds and chimes and sandstone ancestors—the fire at its lakes, those icy, furious, flaming icicles—the furnace big as houses, sulfur dripping into lungs, freedom to every writer.        

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