Wednesday, December 8, 2021

Killing My Arcs

 

more sluggish, so exhausted, remnants of connection; brown eyed queen, do exercise justice, in such, ask for mercy, too much enjoyment in deaths.

I stuffed a grand, dice hectic, seeing demons in cries.

I ate brunch, laughing, choking in parts—so many losing disguises.

it takes genius, to hold persona, where anger is mythical reality.

I wave on, locked in a daze, sad, lower than gravel—waxing heart, shielding brains, many still get core fire.

I became significant. it tripped me out. a must to offend. he must see. much long-term ungrace.

I could admire more, sliding into first base, drums articulating disaster, losing pieces of the baptism.

birds are overhead, it must be a sign, crows keep following.

numbers on pages, napkins in laps, class is what we claim—a bad soul, a good spirit, sitting in mystic design.

so sluggish, so exhausted, counting on process, vision, endurance; more to her aches, seeing it that way, like what—the bass is blasting—

just to wake up, just to chance, walking on a ceiling—up-side-down, listening to a voice, killing my arcs.

closing skies, another flame, at piers, looking at the dragon woman.   

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