Saturday, December 11, 2021

Endeavor Eternity

 

you hear her eyes, you understand her soul, it seems days are shorter—rushing into graves, just married at the church, eating pomegranates.

doing life in bubbles, growing dandelions, so neat in pictorial pains.

by a face, hearing a banshee, tossing in circles.

such taste in minds, such bodies in winds, many auras in one person, several hats, seduction, both parts, to live like life is better.

you have mercy. you paint mansions. you believe in her.

you notice pride, peace, palatial anxieties—art as it unfolds, never a given direction, myriad emotions—a queen in quicksand, watered miseries, sprouting buds—so sickened to see it, her dying is most horrific, too many horrors; by a quilt made of silk, sullen, so low, grieving reality, some creature inside, some mental genetic storm—to exhaust language, to frame a ghost, too close, making love, her face dying, her gut screaming, orgasmic sorrows.

you feel life. you sail gratitude. you can never be satisfied—worrying in mirages, gunning across deserts, fretting at a scene—made of diamonds, bleeding liquids, cascading rubies—so cursed, such goodness, never an attempt to ruin pain.

you strew seeds of warmth, understanding, you try so hard—she loves your heart, she desires your taste, she climaxes in dreams—so much her ache, so dear to her voicebox, so much anger between you two—experiencing each memory, loving each wraith, a tent right above endeavor.

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