Saturday, December 18, 2021

Fierce Tumbleweed

 

 

I need to see clearly, sipping tequila water, baptized Sunday evening.     Nanny was in attendance.    

missing innocence, those vague years, head in a pillow; some pedestal for love, never knew, the gut grit of courage.

a single mother, a father committing execution, trying to fix a broken sun.     wires are labyrinth.

turquoise problems, beige feelings, marooned hopes; so sad inside, so lovely out there, never understood how intestines gravitate.

if desire is fixation, fixation is disappointment, the response determines the execution.     fixation is also success.

a man did twenty years on death row, found parts of self, it meant so little, isolation, then, execution. coldness!

moving slower, emotion is fire, an average celebration: Bugatti wings, Bugs Bunny laughter, bail in jeopardy.

she was clear in her assertion: “I can’t fix you up—I still miss you.”     contradiction is obsession.

inside of each person, seems to live ambition, many are reaching for exospheres; more are suffering, pain is ant-vaccination, most sit at the center of invisibility.

colors fade at some point, with lingering remnants, surprised most still have velocity; forced into reality, learning to adjust thoughts, celebrated as winners.

the strength comes from within, forgiveness comes with clarity of conscienceness, love depends on qualifications.  

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