Tuesday, September 21, 2021

Unredeemed or Redeemed?

 

I ate a whale like eating kitty litter, been sort of softer on it. let live, let it be simple.

 

I bent a corner, headed to the walkway, nothing like a maniac—often quite calm.

 

the pain they feel, the disgrace they fear, when hearing of celebrity—ghetto fame, ghetto essence, daddy never came home.

 

bolster me. love me. stop talking shit.

 

so carefree like debating with tigers, lions just watch.

 

so surly, towards anger, so raw, hopping on a totem. the worship of the beast, it goes deeper, for he knows both sides.

 

my history is filled with grandsons, my name is lethal, there’s too many of us in mental science. I would, if possible, I laugh like rocked-out, like sickness.

 

irrigate the jacket, blast on sight, too much macho business. prisons filled with brown/black, many Asians caught life, like raw ass Asian Power.

 

palms of water/silt, jaguar eyes, puffy faced—we wonder about glens.

 

woven in knapweed, unredeemed, albeit, redeemed. some trick to it, the more I sin, the closer I get, I came for the unredeemed.

 

I took a break. it’s coming to me. I truly feel disgusted. to love with pride, to love with clauses, while needing love absolute.

 

dirty/filthy palate, cargo headed to China, a package coming in from Ethiopia. a bad ass package. just met, she’ll be infatuated for a week.

 

we never know hunger, how they want yours, to see it work for them.

 

I worked harder, it was given to me, I took it for granted. I know we dodge it, we hate to hear it, but many might have to share.

 

a curse in trillions, living in terrors, blasted off a woman hurting. this is dangerous.  

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