Wednesday, September 15, 2021

Aqua Sunbeam

 

the tales are painful. a soul dying to release. by the curse of condition. a man holds his head, his wife rubs his neck, much more dying is unfulfilled. he looks up, tears raging forward, going lower. she catches him, they lie on carpet, the floor is mourning. he apologizes repeatedly. “I should be stronger. I just need a release.”

 

days are a catalyst to those fire gates, nibbling heart-bread, braiding excellence. the anxiety is inside you, the fury is emanating from you, over pears of despair. it might be beauty for you. it might feel terrific. have you a clock made of depth?

 

the third-dimension trickles. I see a pictureless woman, I cannot answer the calling. I enter a coppice, I howl with wolves, coyotes are absent. the bears are coming, they smell flesh, roaring with vengeance. so astute in you, so acute in me, breathing becomes obvious—to dear Anguish, to Deepness as it rains, the current drifting through me.

 

only now do I find you, by a star, an inexperienced fever.

 

only now do I understand the requirements of love.

 

minds at random, ensuring conscious life, puzzled by an aqua sunbeam.

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