Sunday, September 19, 2021

Social Genetics/Cultural Habits

 

if a psychiatrist, psychologist, they care for each other.

if ill in some way, we care for others with an illness.

 

I was playing guitar, some trope, she plays guitar too.

 

better at kettledrums, better at literature, unlike have-knots.     there is a loop in her belt, it’s different than the others. it wiggles, watches, wrangles. it feels like a doorjamb—it argues for distance, motion is up close.     I wonder what it discovered, what it needs, better, are rules still with sameness?

 

I upset a person, unknowingly, without understanding—should he tell me?

 

if a psychiatrist, psychologist, they care for each other.

if ill in some way, we care for others with an illness.

 

I was born with a genetic slant, splice, shift, you tell me!     nonetheless, I follow it closely, I glean what I can, I have a spark for my own.     I never seek a showdown. when needed, I appeal higher. many say this is hogwash.

 

I was militant towards committees, especially, if by an ad hoc design—what was I debating?     a self-image. authority looking at itself. a lava lamp by its nature.     simply asserted: it works no other way!

 

the weather is dependable. the haunt inside is dependable. frustration is unrelaxed when haunted, a kiln for composing, a symphony of pain.

 

if a psychiatrist, psychologist, they care for each other.

if ill in some way, we care for others with an illness.

 

too much a person does is deemed intrusive. a mind is

connected to other minds. our academia, cultures,

astronomy is/are familiar. nothing is on par. if I need

us, this is debated—if I am of age, this is tested.  

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