Wednesday, September 15, 2021

Freedom—It Seems Uncertain Of Itself

 

what do people mean when speaking about freedom? freedom is an ecumenical term. if one is making decisions free of punishment, the one is exercising a form of freedom. but most communities are speaking of privileged freedom/s, where the one has the opportunities, the luxuries of prospering in such a way that liberties are not hampered nor conditioned by limitations.

 

most desire education, but cannot afford it, rather, they do not want to go into debt for an education without promise—plus, the work, the politics, are unsettling. we take an African refugee, oppressed since birth, he or she comes to America, works diligently, the one flourishes, in six to eight years working in a reputable position, making pertinent decisions—while many naturalized citizens are refusing what the refugee calls freedom of exercise. in another instance, and I believe this is the freedom African Americans are referring to—a person is raised in a fair home, riches are stable, he or she is endorsed by their government, he or she is raised without life altering complications, expected to flourish, goes to college, graduates the varying levels, gets a more than decent job, and is supported universally. this is the freedom souls in slums are fighting for.

 

in music, considerably, rap music, there is a phrase that has become popular, that is, “I got it out the mud.” this is the agony that supports and stands behind one becoming successful, where he or she has only known poverty.

 

many would argue that African American success stories carry an edge of flamboyance and showmanship. this is true. it comes from the struggle certain entrepreneurs have undergone to become the radiance we see. it comes from the universe expecting failure and the individual flourishing, nonetheless. it comes from those moments a person wanted to die, as this feeling turned into a drive to win, and the triumph that comes from what most perceive as an overnight success—the diligence, the naysayers, the political red tape, the abuse and tragedy—the witnessing of myriads dying, succumbing to hopelessness. we cannot omit, a certain countenance that falls on people that have underwent severe travesties—mother unstable, father unbalanced, environment unsteady—many euphemisms!

 

one will dismiss the variance that we see. many will assert that freedom is the same for each hardworking man or woman. shucks! many took issue with Affirmative Action. nevertheless, it becomes networking, in an intimate sense. it becomes having certain pillars, resources, examples. I have not spoken to the tremors most African Americans undergo. we come to witness a need for community, where the lack thereof, points to a level of defeat prior to getting an opportunity to wrestle. one might say, “This is all fair to affirm, (we sense resistance), but what is the solution, aside for what many have argued in history’s language, as “more handouts?” simply put, education must be modified on scales, where the one can at minimum obtain the M.A. without accruing high debts. The next level might be left to the individual.     

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