sheer levity in
its discussion, a man offends a woman, no legacy in that; unsaid man desires
unsaid woman. not as pure, naturalized, positive attraction—maybe a curse—I do
drift at moments. something not mainly spiritual, not mainly physical, the
treason of getting into side doors. the cabinets are filled with faces. I open
one, myriads jump out. unsaid woman lingers in the back. it’s not about volts,
electricity, voltage, hermetic songs, devices, specialties, it’s that one
countenance, begging for protection, while prone to doing as it pleases. the
table is filled with clutter. I wish I could say diaries. to whom go the
spoils?
sheer levity in
its discussion. to imagine a person naked—not of clothing—of defenses: can a
person manage that intimacy? a bad argument is ever in motion. two people
desire nothing negative between them. it’s raw when both are authentic,
natural, defensive, of course, but genuine, hidden, unattracted, with hints of
admiration. pure friction is intrusive, intuition runs wild, with likeness
seeming unfulfilled.
sheer levity in its
discussion, at some strangeness, while feeling uneasy, a feeling might strike;
it hasn’t its business with me.
sheer levity in
its discussion, a person mustn’t search for too much, rather, one must be
prepared to say either, yes, or no.
I have abilities,
to paint sexually, I might, but what does that do?
the pain is in the
intensity. the body is for the artist. we never want to share. some things are
off limits, some people are, for certain others, while alive for certain
others.
sheer levity in
its discussion, where most are easygoing, the agony in the easygoing. one just
needs to feel held, rejuvenated, in giving one becomes an asset—in challenging
one becomes a collage.
I must learn to
accept the love, the circumference one gives. I have a tendency of expecting
the natural to perform perfectly. I used to think titles spoke to the person—they
might, but rather, actions define the person—trespass guilt, pain will ensue.
sheer levity in
its discussion, only hostility, more disappearance.
