Monday, September 13, 2021

I Phoned The Fire

 

I esteem Hannah—wires unwrapped—calling phone to fire; deeper roses, lines, escapes, though fleeting. a child in spirit, a giant in understanding, to have believed sight unseen. I vanish—the days are choking—I worry about anything; you must be flowers, for petals are falling, the carcass is naked. if you go missing, I will notice, I will summons asphalt—the sulfur in your countenance, topaz pink eyes, lips made of monsters. she broke out, shattered the pantomime, became a spirit’s ventriloquist, an appearing ghost, losing half a body, with a lioness head. sour we depart—immortalized in music—to vanish one last crime.

 

behavior. how has it obeyed? I worry closeness is too far away.

are you cheerful—albeit, sad, some found creature—closer to possessed by lyrics, seasons, deaths, inaccessibility?     

behavior. how has it behaved? I worry far away is too close.

 

I’m drifting, draped in vocals, racing never to conjure again. news is breaking, ascension has occurred, they only took the faithful.

I watched. a man trying servility. I’ll be called next time.

I was certain, more than others, I phoned the fire in seasons.

in those ears,

loud, poetic harshness, shaking apart.

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