Saturday, September 25, 2021

The Adolescent Inside Knows More

 

the beauty in vulnerability, its chaos, its destruction; a soul living incomplete, always disconnected, ever trying to make it home. with fury building, lashing out, magnified by stranger palms. so holy, for she swims in pain, no offenses, many trespasses. blood vessels popping—aside glass made steel, ferric castles; to have died forever, if to live forever, such pure contradiction. a soul is denied entrance, he roams endlessly, he lands on one struggling—the funeral of furniture, sweet campfire romance, with injuries mounting to skies; a soul we love, is a soul we desire, where monopoly is so difficult, damn near impossible.

 

I was low one morning, I thought of a person, I entered concentration. many have not an ankh, so mad with bells, with fragrance wafting serenely. voltage, or hello! at terrible frustration. many veils unfolding, many unyielding secrets, at times too close to breathe. needing security, cursing security, like dying for security; the last pamphlet, detailing our lives, too much empty space—as to climb walls, to kick pebbles, a soul sits on the staircase: watching, incorporeal spirits, alive, yelling in silence; pure beauty, to have body, more mind in its torture …

I’d Save The Reader Years

    The beat becomes sickness. A long crucible—a drilling ecstasy. I was losing focus, feeling forbidden, if to self, if to mirrors. So curs...