Monday, September 20, 2021

Collective Experience

 

I can’t listen to it. it makes no sense. folks should invest more in their delivery.     I was late for speech class. it was my day to shine. I’d memorized every line. I practiced. I put hours in. even days. this is dedication. the old zeal was transferred.    

 

ever those deer eyes, pounding my heart, I can’t condemn you. such a younger mentality, so forgiving, men have it easy with you.     a platypus resume, known for grime, a cheetah’s habit for sprinting.

 

where is the gatekeeper? tears seem unusual. we make mistakes—we never repeat them—once we are aware. the latter is a clause—for we don’t see—it hurts too much to see.

 

many mind-structures. many more agonies. decoding others is terrible work.     I would admire a soul, taken by physicality, as if bodily charms confess to wonderful people.

 

enough with that—it sounds like I have issues. I actually do!

 

over salmon, sweeter rice, broccoli, corn; panda palms, a bear’s aggression, a panther’s calmness.

days mesmerized, taken as if newborn, love seems to beg the question.

 

such-and-such is a loving, caring person. another says, “Well, why does such-and-such belittle you?” this can be expanded to skies, quaky earth, veiled beliefs.

 

enough with that—it sounds like I have an issue with what we might call love. I actually do!  

 

I was designed inside to endorse the ideal. this is what we have in the best of ourselves, as opposed to, anything goes.

 

many great whites. many different types of sharks. at times the soul is empty. we should be on guard. then a peaceful shark, a whale shark, showing grace, temperance, worthy of admiration.

 

I skip ahead, to collective consciousness, the task is to define it.      

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