Friday, November 27, 2020

Unspent On Rationalizing

 

out his soul such grit so imaginary inside. the ceiling chess-pieces those whales we carry while loving so much it hurts. at a gravesite or sipping existence to adore what she might do! no evidence aside for a countenance, we learn to read them. a dog nearby a sun to its sky a feud so dry. such itching such nerves where Love might understand. so singular so in need while success is dual. (we assess blackness, we ask questions, we request undifferentiation; so long at roads such pebbles in his shoes while climbing atop a tsunami. too bold at times too insistent at times while many are shunning the human agenda.) too much to take it. too ruthless to ignore it. or too smart to defend self. a dear riddle while we must assess—to what a person can handle!

            out his ghosts about every line where old rivers still flow. hushpuppies or hush-whispers but something hushes. it would if it could or it might if it should—to hold gravel to sip vinegar while kneeling to tie her shoes. a war inside a cave nearby where ecstasy was popped—those years those demons where a brain attacks its owner.

            “to his person, so damn arrogant or it seems to change me.”

            if I may into a green apple while biting into our guts. broken steps for a broken economic while many are displeased. spotted carpets, a damn roach, or some creative mouse. too much to complain or too much to listen, because the social worker is depressed. sirens flood our sociality young souls are unclean where teenage girls give us baths. indeed, a bit funny a bit to why, while despite being hungry many are freebasing. too raw too little as never enough!

            I reappeared. its pain was heavy. I tasted disbelief.

            the Chevy hard into its life—a thousand dollars on a 350. so gross about it so intention about it where many are living by intuition about it. class-hood ambition. love at its seams. such metaphors for elitist. sugar upon an aphorism. apricots for wine. or eyes unspent on rationalizing.   

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