Sunday, November 1, 2020

Fierce Gates

 

nautic lies by well-built hips or a man so sick to call it freedom. I was sinning so unscheduled so late where others were surrendering. a knotted man a gut to spine soul as afflicted by anxiety. those days seemed uneven so crooked where one lacks sociality; but a fable in us but lasciviousness in us while raptured by sensation—those roads those pebbles while Love was ecstatic. to bring joy to pain where a smile is sufficient a man putting back his science: fractured reality fragmented passion while Love made existence. (they never tell us. it sounds uneasy. but it feels natural for its culprit.) so detached where it marinates an issue while most at deaths—to remain disconnected flung in sequences those souls abandoned to scourges; a man as a puppet a woman as puppeteer while our language is pantomime. such vernal welts such addictive aesthetics where one is want to share. by sweltering addiction by boiling manifests so sick for one creating phantasms. I needed its pain its redemption to have debt with you is like re-dying. such sweet conniption so rough its tenderness so threatened where a man becomes crazy. to ask his guts to condemn his actions while frozen by his truths; by timbal or thunder or cages!

we re-speak we delegate we become action or energy as flaming as disputed; such black sheep where one would destroy you while such reality is trivial. such billboards such a lavish canvas so cured as cursed or three more pills. by milligrams his entire life where freedom becomes another life. so transcendent such dialectics where adoring you is so difficult. or abandoned in structure so devastated while forced into instincts. by raffles or deterioration while a man has become his desert; such soft deliverance so raw in twilight while streets are re-paving identities: the fire of the yogi those delights in sprinkles where too much science spoils mystery. (it was nice to trespass, but it brought anxieties, so we contemn it as sinful reality.) so sour in season such leaves in leviathan where silence becomes too destructive. where many need it unspoken, they loathe actualities while they fail to alter behaviors. always in fears always a black sheep where most are profaned by sincerity. a lake in dimness, a creek on high, or a fierce fence.      

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