Friday, November 20, 2020

Lunch Boxes

 

such disappointment such functionality such need for systems in place — the race of the fox its borderline angst its pain in shivers. the blood black bruise those managed in private while a man beats his wife — as an alligator or a crocodile or a caiman; so much a shoebill so much a lover while pure contradiction; the paradox of the ape those banished to penitentiaries while a person becomes a gorilla. so morose at times so cultured at rhymes while one looks at a machine — so off-putting, for it hurts deeply, the nonchalant conversation; — so crazed about it such meditation on it while a man becomes an animal.     a dear discussion so mad to exist while images come to mind; the top spinning the jump for rope or a group of girls with barrettes — so alienated inside to raise weeds inside while an adult is told to get it right inside! those years running those dungeons laughing such habitual destruction; afraid to ask, didn’t know it was possible, where a woman shows life — the compassion wagon, the off the wagon, those fruits for raw discovery; a field of jewels a ruby for mother — while she tried in dying!     so conversed so thankful so waxed inside; the black pilgrim those palatial cries as confused a man born for science. to remember your slot to master your lot if but to survive with a little winning — not much as greedy but more as earned while little people rise so high. those modalities those charms where a psych is listening. so bashful as so addicted where they left me in condition. to meet a white woman, to exercise a little honesty, as to receive pure scientific feedback. a man gunning as hitting clouds to flip, hit an alley, & disappear. those walnuts on havens those pomegranates in kitchens or oatmeal for lunch boxes.    

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