Tuesday, November 17, 2020

Mirage

 

too lost to find you, too deaf to evolve you, while sickly at love. by fire of the hydrant by baptism of the gnat or apes let loose in cities. so baseline, such brass into roaring bass. such a trumpet such a gut while I need you to phone. it’s got to change it must be helium while skies sprinkle—the feeling such dynamite so charged in your voice; the blood of the bone such flesh by my flesh if but so secure in deliverance; as nothing to see as love to flourish as a mind might blossom. sweet nectar such sugar while mother is comatose. you didn’t laugh you adored her heart you took a cruise. we look stupid arguing over clarities where nothing could obliterate its content. I have longed or by levity or such languishing—those microphones those tectonic ears as running into dear dungeons—so addicted to a first instinct such weather in climates where horses would gallop unbeknownst to owners. the feud in the gorilla such patience in the sloth as a lemur might escape its haven. blood blue veins such rivers in minds while I desire Europe; to have heart to censor feelings, while nothing is too much distinctly. if I may fawn as to tell you it has been hell removing myself; the party rejected us, the family said so much as no, where reminiscing kills any clearance assignment. those marrow particles those turquoise waves or gunning through some faraway journal. a news report, a gutter with kites or a woman fighting her gutter. so abrasive to speak it, while a man is similar, so angry at himself; those dreary cries those syrup replies while it never feels like forever. this rebel with causes this foreigner in his country those old school landscapes; the volume of the leopards such remorse in its nature while internally something was sneezing. amazing fury, such cute deception, while I might love a mirage.    

  

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