Thursday, November 26, 2020

I Want A Girlfriend

 

I want a girlfriend. I keep looking. life is so crooked.     dead-ends or ravished salads so distrusted—it becomes a problem.

such lineage such a generation our minds center on self-vase—by sauce by salsa surefire dynamite; but Love is angry Love is sweet as Love is gifted—such a creature too much seduction too much animal.

into his tooth-bed into his trophy so angelized too aggressive so passive—as it mixes as it dominates as it seems holdable. cold in summer warm in autumn so graphic too determined—expensive habits!

I want a girlfriend. I keep looking. women are so baptized.     those windflowers those wildweeds those water-cactuses.     so crisp so elastic such bounce back.

at our ponderosa or in our pockets such deterioration such raw grain. a palm of oatmeal a cup of syrup—I wake up confused. by dream a lady she walks naked she dresses slowly. such intimidation—to get its job finished—so abandoned to appetite; a doorknob a doorjamb while a door is sealed tightly.

many jambs many javelins many are jousting—by jingle by knobs by knitting; so aggressive so anatomical a wild winter!

I want a girlfriend. I keep looking. so much more than bedframes!     mouthed with vinegar so deep in his thought while stalking with spurs; a blue sky her orange Nike’s as a creature so baptized. maybe her mind into a blizzard or so clear she met destiny; but a sign but a grin but hair-jostled- contention.

our agreement while we sin where most don’t reckon mountains; such a dirge such a dearth so dragged or grogged. a bit unbelted a bit ugly while London is burning.      

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