Thursday, November 12, 2020

Aesthetic Papier-mâché Or Acrylic Buttocks

 

such scent such closure where a man is mad. too perfect a figure so fraught a desire so dead brought to life; spatial dust insides as guts a mind-phone—pure telekinesis so rabid a cry too much effusion. but a child scheduled where Love is excitement, but a man is hesitance—those glory totems those poles as cursed so blessed it felt heaven to hold daughter. over fajitas so much laughter, I never perceived beauty—the fury of doorjambs those hallways if but a phantom where a soul ignites into terrors. it was angry aggression or authority adverse such wilting welts while wilderness. silky languishing southern sexuality while it behooves to die with legacies—the harp dripping pianos those violins in his blood or banished so awakened so alienated—by fret into angelica where I couldn’t capitalize; by snare by anniversary by scar by peccable acclaim. to sentence a lemur to a life of beauty so bathed in opinions such a stranger—but a dedicated deliverance but hurt to heal while wild as uncut crystals; such dreamlike details such impeccable errors so alert to anxieties—those duet flutes so sexual so grown while apart from ourselves.

so capable of roses so collapsed in evening dress where each remark tugs cords. by strum or thrums so hectic a haven while protecting dynasty—surefire swift as a taste might debilitate where something aches, for it can’t dominate. it’s blurry it has channels where we can’t compute; ironic essence to shake violence to viola our romance; the mandolin in the man, such mad conveyance, as trees whistle, whisper, or wail. by raven mane or aesthetic breasts so perfect a woman her orientation—the golden raft such canyon in spirituality while a man might go mad those years; trying to manage trying his agenda where Love is unmitigated reservoir. a mesto reality, or losing or lost it long ago, while we vex our interiors. to die for life to live for life to exhaust by deeper shames.             

I’d Save The Reader Years

    The beat becomes sickness. A long crucible—a drilling ecstasy. I was losing focus, feeling forbidden, if to self, if to mirrors. So curs...