Wednesday, July 24, 2019

Worlds or Privacies


I throttle gently, or topple into silence, afoul a mess of emotions: to adore pleasure, pain verses happiness, of course, siding with joys: this perfected picture, so acclaimed as genius, while doting softly: sable antennas, a sable body, such sable Alcatraz: something boding, a big purple balloon, or a radical pink elephant: so close by Eternity, so aloof to Reality, roaming this sable valley: at cable eyes, electronic thighs, while Love dances those melodies: at midnight poles, a tear stolid, something meaning impassive: so alluring, by radiant lure, uncured and tragic: those vacuum lenses, those optic lieutenants, while ears percolate: ontic fevers, as relational fevers, while pertaining to existence: such habit, such praxis, while rereading paragraphs: a man writes, a man dances pages, while certain sentences capture speculators: this film as explosive, such ruminating debates, while Love sits as if yesterday wasn’t gloomy: such frantic arcs, such redemptive linguistics, at algebraic tears: mathematical particles, symbols midair, so allergically tragic: fuses giving way, oceans bright orange, at intellectual monsoons.    

…it appears dense, searching for openness, where sentences fall into cadence: at Love’s beckoned passion, semi-disturbed, where humans are treated differently: so famous a nightmare, at trysts and dynasties, while something unreachable appears appealing: so torn our pride, so unpaved our churchyard, while an errand-boy may tillage at three those mornings: our status claims, our interior hymnic, while a rose has met our window: such zenic pain, tilling gardens, approached by alarming life: those Ashrams, those gated communities, so convinced or convicted: those different appeals, assessed for different reasons, while both neat and well-kempt: at a violent war, at violent happenstance, replete by ominous avoidance: those trialed kingdoms, this inner community, those few potent voices: while so concerned, required to subdue, so interested in containing monsters…so stolen from insanity, faced by objection, reported as well-mannered: such mental wellness, as such a countenance, or released back into worlds: interior serenity, chastised by city reality, where indecency appeals to lower senses.

I meander afar, meditated by perfection, as not some extreme moral creature: at screening nights, some nocturne animal, or some daylight art: meticulous, yes, demoralized, no, where something mixed seems appropriate: at bashful stars, unleashed into privacy, while something immortal has arisen: too keen for solace, too wild for freedom, while revealed in something mythical: an astral heart, a magnificent gaze, while threshed and tilled by delightfulness: this challenge in souls, becoming of mastery, while we tidy our sorrows: those clinks in chains, those feral cartoons, this fragrant and furious flower: while fleeing into lights, spacial for concerned, at blaring opalescent gardens: those violet tulips, this dye is daisies, at music and power and passion: so remote and concerned, so aloft and crafted, insomuch, as, deliberate and passive: those green blades, this clump of desert, found or lost where gibbons speak Australian: as concerned witnesses, involved in fervent weather, while excluded or reentered into pianists’ heart-symbols: as fleeing into time, re-chimed and ignited, at brilliant and flesh-like prophecies.

We close with pressure, searching our canvases, and disputing our interior portraits: as souls needing solitude, or whispers those far meadows, while engraving existence: such fair wrangling, such fairer music, while something quite elusive has become a shadow: our radiant dreams, our frontal-pose notices, while we wait and dine, or panic over something we find adorable.     This exposé of tiles, or those hewn cobblestones, where we tread, fall into, and exist!   

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