Thursday, July 25, 2019

Screen Saver


I see algae or sulfur or blue-red ocean waves: I see mud or sediments or dolphins those ways afar: I see trees or undergrowth or underbrush—those weaving feelings, this sluggish morning, while needy for excitement: but a number, in rushing carnivals, at clown-faced portals: those edgy reminders, this interior satire, those perfect behaviors: such company with lives, such intrusion with cries, at monograms, and pictures, and imageries: those deliberate shifts, those teal volcanoes, those ritualistic islanders: scooting forward, at radiant fervor, while becoming jelly: so needy for feelings, while rejecting feelings, at sandy gray shores: a bit blasé, at music and madness, while calm and irritated: needing neural fireworks, or immortal passage, in a finite world: enjoying sights, reminded of elementary, where something simple becomes sublime: at mother those days, this complex reality, such emotional flux: a man in parts, a child in dreams, a writing fantast: rereading paragraphs, dispelling perceptions, reworking allusions: but a cave for some, but existence for others, while simplicity seems rewarding: as casual beings, removed from mudslides, or engaged in minimal habits: to watch and judge, to pull back and cringe, while we offer complication: bewitched by standards, feeling unreasonable, while assured about this universal condition: replayed in images, photographed in memories, and feeling blindfolded: stirring our stews, cleansing our cauldrons, or refilling our chalices: at something intricate, by means of reality, wondering concerning life’s crises: taken by resistance, lured into shattering waves, while so crazed love becomes harmful: at misprinted assumptions, while it slowly stops hurting, moreover, it becomes normal: so bold at flights, so determined at worries, while one feels entitled to dance: If but this, and then that, while time is gentle.

Weather snares us, removed from objectivity, and gathered at windows: pellet rain, curtain pleats, passion and sullenness: a phantom heart, to summons lightning, refueled by something elusive: so casual, gazing at lurid colors, fretting over something passing: at deep wonder, flippant upon paper, while shredding those thoughts: an oracle feeling, a prophetic feeling, so read, so graced, so heavy: it keeps coming, we keep reading, where simplicity is out of range: a little soft music, a little by chants, stirred into consciousness: this beautiful scream, this marvelous reducer, while life-bread is damp and soggy: restored a glimpse, raving in atmosphere, and reconditioned: such feral ways, such epic literature, such a drifting mind: reading miracles, if but that itchy nose, at powerful intensity.

Screens shift with time, at intellectual grottos, revising an essay: answering questions, taking responsibility, even absorbing one’s career: becoming involved, while evolving in increments, so knee indebted: carrying feelings, debating an audience, tugged and yanked by cultural nuance: gloom dissipates, while giving light, our souls strumming our intellectual guitars: birds chirp afar, dreams seem appropriate, our width by thoughts expands: (life is passing us, beauty engulfs us, while reality has its lengths: so purposed to sing, so artistically surprising, at Rome and scholarship: fleeing into elevation, rescreening our courage, while painted in beliefs: this raving blur, this blurry existence, if but to harness three great photographs…family, career, and humanity): this enormous portrait, this charitable valley, held responsible for joys: immersed in writing, uncaging something softer, while speaking to something frustrating: attempting at balance, recreating happiness, at swords with phraseologies: painted in existence, recapturing a glimpse, while many are raising children: re-dedicated, at every step, while choosing to encourage strengths.

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