Sunday, July 14, 2019

Clear Fog


I drip a fire, stunned by flame, an interior kernel: such warfare, aborted by existence, at cosmic phones: for love is critical, an ancient mandolin, at mystic magic: such cultic eyes, so beautiful I saw, but what for brains: those intimate embarrassments, sleet and snow, fire and extinguishers: so haunted by music, seldom a nightmare, but ever a daymare: those rivets, speaking personality, while Love seems too gorgeous: our insecurities, our vacant absences, awakened, asked a question, and crumbled: such breastbone, a lively sunburst, and Love seems an undertow.

I’m feral a scale, palming silt, and thinking your mind: to see activity, to hear chaos, to register for intimacies: a class in passion, a curriculum in mayhem, at psychiatric ruses: our last mile, our simultaneous epiphany, our ancient saxophone: at miracles, assailed by silence, at wars and stars: splayed and read, refused and dreaded, or watched, rescued, and reborn.

Rain is fire, leaping is crucial, at cores—too kleptic: as felt a rush, as felt a storm, so archaic, but so local: those quires, those wires, or this spiritus thread: as alive again, felt for dying again, at memory paw-prints: if but to touch, or but to live, if but to ruin something un-manifested: our captive angels, those captive nymphs, and swore to breath as we fell: those concerts, at instinctive agony, while felt our first destruction: paradox and darkness, heart-lockets and energy, while we never existed: such spacial memories, to have seen a face, stumbling into dejavu: our lucky terror, our indebted depression, while we have yet been born.

…touchscreen sensation, interior conduits, our anger-prints disrupting existence: those pristine channels, our pristine arts, at tears, frustration, and happiness: at Holy Water, athirst for ravished, tiptoeing ripples: so cured for dynasties, or peering by windows, alert but terrible absence: our days to amnesty, if but to jail our spirits, so flogged, or so purgatorial, demanding fire: but Love is moving, but abstracts to earth, a seed just planted….

I’m watching emotion, unsung and singing, a bit snug in your essence: those California eyes, this sunshine illumination, or those elixir terminologies: such a ballad, so bad and deliberate, or cursed and terrific: an inner typeset, a miracle thunderstorm, so flushed, so wicked, so holy: our last profanity, our anger with unknowingness, while re-stitching our numeric soul-paws.   

It was nice those cries, or lessons those jibes, while interior dialogue thrust and numb: at aster telegraphs, and amaranth scents, a lucid laceleaf, a mysterious lacewing: our lilac turmoil, our marigold pleasures, so foxy so gloved, at something dying as it captures: freesia ambience, mythical happen-glance, at critical running: afar and gunning, so close and reclusive, while miracles pushed into our mirrors: a spark of sentience, our watery fire, as sulfur formed upon mars: at helicopter intensity, or sky-grove sensations, aborted to non-existence: so many gates, such rupturing walls, as we near to obliteration: such reaching into, while thrown, thereto, if but a tile to clouds: upon deeper ambition, needing one last child, while cosmic pressure chases our seed: a mere passenger, someone passing by, those grins, this rift, our legacy: reveling in misery, if but to sing delicacies, if but to compose our third obituary.  

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