Thursday, July 18, 2019

Millwheel Swan


It seems groundless, but pain destroys, and perception is intoxicated: looking at salient properties, oblivious to interior, while an action is often from hurt: this kingdom of thieves, those swanic hearts, at something incredible: a stepfather, a miracle, where often women are left alone: they fly by evenings, they yearn for favor, often distressed deeply: yours sings, prompted by passion, alive and blessed and re-cultured: those flying agonies, those new mornings, as bent for music and living melodies: a sweet inheritance, a lively angst, while reserved enough to witness moments passing: so relived, so agonized, while writing from guts: looking and wishing, grounded and afloat, at proper behaviors: we strain at gnats, while suppressing behaviors, and rarely an honest mirror: so dismissive, so at pain’s door, or lighthearted a day at teas: our greater furies, our deliberate assaults, our needs to hurt as we have received: to want majesty, to give vinegar, while angered that majesty has passed away: a simple type, a simple prose, an unmixed reception: looking at granny, defending our rights, while feeling a bit cheated: but hell to facts, and hell to right deeds, where one is bent upon destruction: this fleeing mind, this fleeing castle, those thoughts bent upon vengeance: an entire life, an entire soul, while many are curious: yours are miracles, an exterior reception, an interior lake: as fraught by geese, as living with ducks, while squirrels are conversational: instincts come with devises, as emotion comes with influence, where brilliance investigates origins: to have a feeling, to feel disgusted, where a response comes by father’s absence: while one desires, we examine sources, while realizing some desires are improper: they lack soundness, they appear bizarre, and we must jettison those feelings: but most are easygoing, and most do not examine, while something nudges our thoughts: at tactile spaces, or tiled interior, while mosaic is often void of Moses: those few at thoughts, those few received, while true inheritance comes from commonsense: our irrespective delights, our carnal pleasures, as falling into disrepute: so accustomed to seconds, while futures dangle, plus, quite disturbed others are offended: this need for instruction, despite, autonomy, where vehicles must first seek knowledge: this death is souls, this ignorant empire, where it makes sense to a few people.

…appearances are with causation, powers are cultivated, a person’s pride is often valued more than spirituality: frustration is met with kindness, once trained in formalities, while untrained souls meet conflict with confrontation: or something subtle, to change behavior with unpleasantness, while agreeing internally with said action: but many are versed, and many are indifferent, while many acclimate to such behaviors: (a person is attached, to something bringing life, while another person is dying softly: this space is arts, while creativity wanes, where animalistic instincts drive a cooing: such wisdom for swans, such deciphering for swans, while driven to success for swans): appear to self, make an introduction, and decide upon edification: watch religion, concentrate on intricate situations, while writing constantly: take inventory, feel insistence, remodel an interior house-care: fill up with pleasantries, respect circumstance, while remaining close enough to maintain perspective: a distant self, is a dying self, while life must be examined: such miracle is faith, something required to love humans, and something destined to achieve enlightenment: those haven moons, those havens hearts, adverse to deep illusion: study to achieve, study for worthiness, and have conversation…a teal visage, an interior vison, so approved, so beautiful, as bringing a friend to life: indeed, love in earnest, sing with intonation, but feel this space that proves a mystic reality….  

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