Tuesday, July 23, 2019

Leg Cramps


…at love crookedly, at vice pleading, Mercy, aflame a night-gong: too many ingredients, too much gumbo, while traveling southern weather: too infused, by a delicate second, at love and honor and disobedience: such sweet nectar, such peach fruit, at pomegranates and motherly kindness: so controversial, so tainted by Love, as agonized as a badger: at tender softness, to realize tender hell, such weeping ash: our glorious intakes, our California paperwork, our required signatures: fevered for encounter, screaming at buses, amid at Crenshaw traffic: butt booty naked, attempting to redeem intakes, while America has become cruel: our flipped furniture, our frozen steaks, a man attempting to cook invisibility: too seasoned for taste, too salty for puppies, or too venomous for cobras: striking regardless, harnessed and rehabilitated, while released to vultures: so delectable, so raw to senses, speaking in tongues: so cursed to die, so alive those seconds, to obtain with this want to harbor: but graves are watching, plots are passionate, where tombstones are electrified: an interior wound, a mobile heartsore, so incredible and denying Jesus: fueled for combat, at achy valleys, and so many tarred dreams: to perish making love, to come to those points, looking at rebuked aesthetics: a free prison, a freedom war, while restricting behavior: at hay-fever, or bodily temperature, those diamonds, those furs—and such outlandish caricatures: those cartoons, those webs, those incredible neck-bites: so filled for lies, so rotten for skyrockets, but ever a delicate, remorseful, quasi-honest creature: our wakes so internal, our arts so inflexible, to have noticed a feeling a presence so involved: soul-partners, so faint a nightmare, at trance meters, overloading Fahrenheit—billed for injustice, wrestling with spirits, at rung and staircase: those anguish-valves, by sheer bliss, while a man forgets his inhibitions…. 

I’ve said to mountains, such reaming evidence, and I’ve uncaged an encaged bird: I’ve passed through, those portals in time, given a life sentence to Existence: I’ve ached and groaned, in gut-moans, afraid and petrified to fail: I’ve made unredeemable promises, in this quick land, where a promise should have a date: a smaller issue, at inebriated tissue, a bit abused by self-portraits: infused by Love, refused and delicate for Love, while so in Love our hearts are one: so prior to deaths, those immortal traits, while a man is selling a contract: it depends upon you, it dies in you, it is upheld by reality: if but to atone, so draped in curtains, while peeking into America: our baffled arcs, our recited orchards, or fleece and crimson, and Scarlet Letters: those few dreams, while preoccupied, but a brain to storms: such alcohol, or too much honesty, where a sage destroys his image: those few, in-sparked, and dynamic women: as so many, such relic arts, our segue into abstracts: those macaques gunning, those fool-hearted regulators, so appealing this light too much of an effusion: to re-tame an ancient vehicle, or to un-tame a violent provocateur, so cursed to need submission where outrage is so engulfing: those revving cries, those railing heavens, such unraveled hemp: but a scream in motion, but a series of faces, where each bursts forward from one face: this running into, this pulling backwards, while floored for anti-science.

…such hourglasses, such Metropolitan exhibits, at such fairer senses: or one so special, as infused by lightning, but too complicated to re-ravel: our cannibal high-pressures, our remarkable feelings, as fused for battles: those high-rises, those outlandish kisses, while frustrated by irremovable patience: to dance in apricot, to envelope in fennel, so accustomed to Karma’s Valleys: as pure confliction, or untold affliction, so cursed for warfare, plus, adoring such passion: such mire, such mud, such maniac, and radical addiction….

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