Thursday, July 18, 2019

Houses Blank Screams


…pure phantasms (eyes), as looked into you, permeated and filled with electricity: fawning subtly, forbidden an island, rebuked and choking: to want fevers, to blast at mountains, framed in disgusts: so anti-laconic, so beloved, so studious: as filmed at seven, an interior caveat, so surreal, or such a riddle: trumpets flaring, minds winking, sipping something hectic: as tried for sober, a bit too cool, while Love agonizes for aggression: a man crazily, to need a pulling, in order to be magnificent: something wanes, something dies, those blue phantasms: so Delphic, so Sibylline, for Love is an oracle: if but to embrace, if but to shed rivers, if but so afire our hearts stop beating: angelic and saintly, nasty and human, crucial and angry: a light aroma, a shifting aura, so palpable, so intangible: released and cringing, found and cringing, while a man confesses pure ignorance: so many associates, but a few friends, while something sided with sewers: fed and ruined, roots and guts, banners and dreams: as screaming venom, legs running venom, to dine, feed, and intoxicate off of venom: our eyes, Love, our trials, Love, while too intimate to associate, Love: (mother watches, and pops up, our brains recording incidents: upon replay, as dinning with Satan’s daughter, where a man must confess neglection: an abandoned creature, a taller tale, at Love a sight and academic: this fool gunning, those rules shunned, where otiose became something desired: so futile, so implacable, where Love adored being fastidious: a calming sword, a naked ocean, while crazed and trying to cloth a lake): abracadabra, Precious, such a fiesta, Precious, to gallop, try with deaths, and receive rejection, Precious: a man’s story, a Love’s aches, while cuddled in an adversaries arms: our last passport, our aborted children, so sensitive as to sense a human embryo: those mistletoe grins, those playful kisses, while Erick was a bit drunk: such seduction, and unbridled mayhem, where fires stirred and soldiers fell: blamed for anything, rebuked for everything, while a daughter is closed eyes: our first mission, our hectic rendezvous, our encrypted novel: bleeding Love, even needing Love, to have, abuse, and lose Love: so much twine, a house buried in happenstance, while granny loved the Pavilion….

…about those walls, those quilted shrubberies, while souls trumpet an empire: seraphic angels, so lost at screams, baffled, encouraged, but losing: at cares for winds, at valleys for dungeons, so thrown, so sober, so alive: an opus pleasure, a recitative, at plays and sights, a tale discovered in arias: our broken songs, our weathered storms, at acrobatics but Love is undecided: to hate and love, to dig and but shallow, to give about every dream: those feudal mistakes, to receive and barely keep, at aggression, signs and pitstops: crooning skylights, advertised legs, or dungeons sweet those first sips: such atonement, such cloudy perceptions, where one is drugged and grogged—this fatal atmosphere, those red budding furies, at passion, addiction, and triumph: our shattered shadows, our offhand suggestions, or better, our parakeet answers: as something living, as something a miracle, where Love agonized a purple sky…. 

…sublime lungs, a secret intoxicant, dolor, rumination, and windfalls: to ache you, to perish this living in you, while angry with you: dearer manikins, interior fissions, at love, light, and alchemy—those daydreams, where life is spectacular, and it feels excellent to trust: such halo and strife, such screams and nausea, such un-eclipsed affection: at unphysical passion, so pictured in essence, to listen to a talkative body: so normal this rage, so cuffed this archery, at passive cures: rapture and nectar, cries and longevity, defenses and endless apologies: every week, every month, a new indiscretion….

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