Thursday, July 4, 2019

Firewood & Novels


…on to his soul, so provided, so analytical, and so spacial: our air-prints, our energy-paws, while allergic to raw emotion: trying with sincerity, this new enterprise, where two sit until tears fall: a man’s enigma, a woman’s inheritance, where deep reality is painful: at dancing bears, enveloped in understanding, as imagined our interior: looking and gawking, resetting something impervious, where two become an electric monsoon: but days are hectic, this world is wailing, plus, one is quite disappointed in productivity: at blue blades, clumping sand-prints, at soil, debating luxuries: our core arcs, our surprising  miracles, so facial, at physiognomies, and so alert to subtleties: at officials honestly, while perceived by deficits, or admired with a slight hook: looking at hazel eyes, or beige lenses, while Love is quite in taste: but life is pragmatic, or life is fantastical, or life is both: our needs discarded, our business attire at our souls, our satchels, our glasses, our professional dispositions: however we live, our nonetheless cries, we experience a particular sealer: this bag of putty, this pail of paint, where insistence becomes mandatory: such hierarchy demands, or such perfected rhythms, at days feeling a bit comfortable: those home exercises, or those brown eyes, as a little alien runs naked: our wants repudiated, our desires placated, while our needs seem to blur certain lines: at passion with emotion, at 3a.m. magic, where reality points to something indispensable: back to existence, those car songs, those intricate innuendoes—those tales in music, our sentiments in music, our lives replayed in classical operas: our souls as mystic, as trying to compute, how bread and wine becomes actual flesh and blood: such a mystic principle, such a reaching paramount, so titillating, so cultural, while we argue complete science: this married relation, this ship sailing into cities, while two have become each other: those silent irritabilities, this deep hunch, where one confesses to feeling under weather: those threefold cords, this unbreakable sky-globe, where three exist in particular harmony: indeed, we speak in ideals, we declare something magical, we sense both linguistics and rumble: our cultic eyes, our oasis tides, our dreams and love and this person emerging: so beyond beauty, so felt but slipping our grasps, while we fumble to explain those soulmate proclamations….   

…we scrape but sediments; we stir dust at seas; while regulated by timesheets: such interior demands, such reaching pyramids, so cultural, taking deep pride, a bit tugged by something controversial: those webs mingling, those harvests creeping, while summer provides a series of irritations: such dynamic energy, such complex states, while one angles and unknit(s): but life is resilient, and life is flexible, plus, life is persistent: with or without us, it shall preside, while intentionality becomes a pillar: our behavioral minds, our deep tenets, those precepts and conceptions: our wins and losses, or this coming to terms, where we realize God’s Ways: hither a notion, where something is taken, that a principle may be driven: indeed, a mythic/mystic explanation, where we must confess, this inherent need to understanding: so lost at philosophies, our souls desiring meanings, where creative souls proffer answers: those gleaming premises, those marvelous contexts, while we think about those raging conclusions: our coffee brains, our hectic hearts, our heavy conundrums: so allergenic, so skeptical, while we employ doubt to an infraction: but it stabilizes, it tears through minutia, but it levitates unto a cynical atmosphere….     

 

I’d Save The Reader Years

    The beat becomes sickness. A long crucible—a drilling ecstasy. I was losing focus, feeling forbidden, if to self, if to mirrors. So curs...