Wednesday, July 3, 2019

Beginning Notions


...souls are thirsty, at gradation, traveling mystic planets: so dead at times, such sorrowing cries, redeemed in an instance: trekking Jesus, removed in silence, at Jewish cleanness: reborn in samsara, cleaving to ideals, our lives given over to conceptions: but something chimes, those interior traits, as outward behaviors: planted in compassion, at wars with wickedness, informed through service: such poverty, internal and external, while witnessing something too simplistic: it raises an eye, it reeks of violence, it proves detrimental: such self-harm, within a passive palace, where both scientists and religious are watching: so drawn and introverted, so casual and nonchalant, so calm and restricted: others scream at us, they feel excluded, they gander, distress, and pass assessments: (this world completeness, those mechanistic needs, roaming this jungle of strategists: accused of favor, placed in dungeons, while our days are chiseling walls: such mystic frustration, such yogic experience, or too skilled to see: our women winning, willing to participate, while owning reality: our men re-geared, in need of cosmic bolts, while winning, nonetheless: so frightened of responsibility, framed by souls, or positioned at a helm without consultation: those gut battles, those intricate occurrences, so frightened our children might fail): our edgy daughters, our masculine sons, while we teach them to submit: this tetras by shades, our classifications, where mestizo means mixed-emotions—so filled with angst, so deathly uncertain, while we must instruct: plus, this addict universe, trying desperately to take cover, but Little Jenny is quite intuitive: at genetic wars, a bit apologetic, where aliens wish to thrash us: at cookery, at restaurant kitchens, at island gardens: looking to space, or watching television, where parents are difficult to locate: (so mystic at moments, so detached at seconds, or so calm its eerie: at mind-cliffs, so actualized, so psychological: a feeling awry, a psych flying, or an old mistake mourning: reexamining upholstery, unknitting behaviors, or crocheting distance: needing to instruct, needing to flame forward, but held hostage by old behaviors: so unlearned, running through graphics, attempting to re-hexagram this map: so yogic at raja-intuition, such a new, delicate, forceful creature: running into Bhakti, but too masculine to continue, but too afraid to witness its metamorphoses: so cold this river, so long this highway, so drenched in utter remorse): but let’s examine things, in this mixed-matched cosmos: either we submit, or live a bit lonely: one destroys spirit, another altars spirit, but our latter fills us with those meanings by blueprints: (I vie for neither—in this conglomerate of kingdoms, but serious reflection takes about a decade: as casual christic creatures, or Buddhists instructors, or Taoists and Zenists and Sufis: our Muslim sisters, our Mason brothers, so charmed to have met: as mystic exospheres, or numen pardons, so alert to something traveling: this deep realization, this interior lieutenant, while conversing unknowingly with angels: such intelligence, this subtle question, where we understand in parts): those power forces, those restored beings, while so involved life is hard to resist….        

Keys Elements

...compassion is eternal, it gives life, it becomes psychological energy: intelligence doesn’t connote smartness, it speaks to intuition, brains prepared and able to zip with zest: wisdom speaks seldom, it behaves by example, it appears where it is not noticed: knowledge is fire, it replaces ignorance, this lack of understanding: it flies into battle, it questions more than it salutes, it demonstrates upon premises: understanding is a sad enterprise, it waters eyes, it sees pain in a place perceived as joyous: reasoning builds solutions, it talks in clarity, it appeals to intuition: (a certain temperament is required, as noticed in human behaviors, while one must be sensitive to those happenings): experience is subtle, it requires an inner investigator, this watchful sage: it speaks internally, it points to repeated situations, where something new is examined: reflection is simultaneous with intuition, those gray lines, while all carry this tension in intolerance: (we must investigate, we must pause, while mastery pushes one into a dungeon): our monk cousins, our mystic hermits, our unresolved sensei(s): those wilderness shamans, our samurai warriors, or those Indian swamis: as relocated souls, those deeper needs, while forced to reassess second to increments….   

I’d Save The Reader Years

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