Thursday, July 25, 2019

Cloudy Waters


…such windmills, up for low, and high for dusty: at dusky parallels, disputed in eyes, removed from humanity: accursed they say, infused with anomalies, trying but baseborn: those high-ranks, those sky-castles, those celebrity rooms: at deep feelings, astounded early, participating in miseries: this thing we sense, this avenue we chase, while true penmanship is excruciating: boundaries, demarcation signs, at posts and planets and dining quarters: those quadrants, each at peace, each at warmth, but each at wars: we say much, by saying functionality, while true genius becomes loyalty: to art and bone, to pavement and woods, to forests and jinn(s): such ghostly texture, or ceramic wishes, while so there and such rain: to die in phantoms, to reread and shutter, while communication remains underground: a burst of fire, a mystic silence, feudal with ink: recaptured, removed, so seasoned, so legendary—or deeper delusions: those soil pleats, this soil furnace, while refined may be offensive: such soundless mailings, such rehab feelings, at trenchant wonder: this beast, its alarm, where too much is painful: watching stronger liquor, sipping grapes, sober and thirsty: loses by finite principles, agile and agitated, while reviewing our boundaries: sensed for thrust, a sword upon a rose, a child in mother’s airs: such heirs of life, such heirs of frustration, while critical thought is delicate: a particular group, wherever each may dwell, a particular palace for souls of hell: refused passion, casual a nightmare, while we need passion: at daughter thoughts, a bit longwinded, but elegance comes with pressure: at yesternight, floored for mission, a taste of vomit those crooked lines: abused but brimming, depressed but writing, while reviewing a critical mistake: but kindness so sweet, is kindness revered, while kindness maintained: those earning enterprises, this space in relations, accustomed to particular responses: (but adored creatures, could there be but one, while commonsense points to myriads): indeed, indelicate glens, interior landscapes, while our world realizes nuances: beige terrain, trekking mosquitoes, or something pushing for devastated and seeking coverage….

I wrestle formalities—I expect something self-conscious, but time evolves certain creatures: a blazing miracle, a clove and cognac, a furnace breathing—at delicate creation, peering into something sullen, while remarks embarrass, and aye-ayes are vigil: a sensitive keel, a sensitive earth, so blessedly accursed: a fatal shock, a ruined perception, as pleading beneath skin: aesthetic luxury, becomes wrestled familiarity, while one needs an audience: to see those ferns, to inherit our weeds, while at naked, infatuated, daylight love: so crucial, such starlight, running through perils: so injurious, at simplicity for trillions, while two met, distinguished color, and ached throughout Eternity.

…too much clarity, or too many positions, while craving for entrées: at séance feelings, gazing at teas, too famished to eat: a sullen dance, a removed premise, while becoming something: a difficult lot, a flustered eraser, a conversational keyboard: a gunning intuition, at mega-fire, whispering to our stenographers: an antique trinket, a powerful concentration, while years pass us: reborn flowers, re-sensed lungs, a bit casual with expectations: so professional, so chilled, so passionate, so underrated: never a sound, never a complaint, such miserable laughter: at deeper premises, at deeper claims, where it appears as simplistic: we feel self-interests, alive at cadence, a bit creative with batons: a major battle, passing kryptonite, sipping our existence: at pure confession, this on-and-off night-storm, where many feel it’s nonsensical: a desert feeling, a bodily feeling, while some must abstain: something to fear, quite irregular, as opposed to natural and free-flowing….

I’d Save The Reader Years

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