Friday, July 5, 2019

Seconds become Millennia


…yoked in segments, alluring catalogues, and metropolitan souls: cavalier anxieties, wrung sensitivities, and freedom to persevere: eighty days by lusts, reminded of fitted fleece, walking but rewinding time: aloof like love, fleeing like destiny, at tender escapes: so frozen those points, so medical our plight, while never upon a day for tithes: running through visuals, adaptive with pangs, at chameleons and diamonds and something melancholia: agonizing queens, forfeited dynasties, while some would dig deeper: heartbreak phobia, but dynamite impassivity, while curled into a knot: such a young emotion, such earlobe pretenses, while one rarely acknowledges forever: dripping membranes, purchased brine, at something diabolical: (to die those winds, to restructure shards, at skyglass and nails): our curious ambitions, those few creatures, while fidelity loses its imposition: so crazed that night, so foolish those evenings, while angels recruited sensories: at rich acquisition, remodeling scripture, at seductive ministry: so lost for seconds, willing to perish at moments, afraid she might be moved: our achy brains, this electric current, at frequencies and Fahrenheit: so casual to listen, so shallow to envision, while she responds to thus: such snow-minds, our intellectual scarves, where love is draped halfway: such tunic cries, at something grieving feelings, hereinto, a man whispers something betraying emotion: such cleaving, so clung, and wrung into furies: those city pandas, those church-house ambiguities, while a clove becomes conversation: this intangible mirror, those invisible women, so raw with facts, and losing condition….

…we retain heat, while yeast pours into flesh, where such distresses balance: such fertility, or too many cartoons, while an edge felt lively: to give a gift, to extract a boon, living as if Tibetan: (if but this ideal, while drenched in seconds, where existence is meant to keep happiness: if but deathless existence, or funding for lovers, while separated from influence): indeed, we build each other, we become appealing, where one begins to take notice: those charming shadows, such configured, Fiji sexuality, or those screams those particular tights: at lemur fur, at aye-aye calmness, so dedicated to commitment: those silhouettes, this traffic shoji, or those thousand dollar kimonos: (to remember swans, or to graph a particular calendar, at Nintendo wheezing): our mantis posture, our successful poise, so skilled, so admitted, where one confesses—this alibi in traits, this gun in philosophies, or those pragmatic, inscrutable magnets: so partly a quadrant, so emphatically a quadroon, but life here seems partial: those captures in grief, those watery figurines, while Love ached but it felt for us….

…a symbolic cactus, a six foot dream, or one so cautious but so febrile—those love-globes, those galaxy rites, while so manic it all became tribal: leaving this estate, reborn a block west, peering into tiger pupils: those beating drums, those raging colors, those feverish chants: therewith, a casual unreality, an unphysical nature, a pictureless image: our noetic feedback, our relished concentration, our yonic dynasty: as captured with time, flustered at refusals, but interrogated by Freedom: at liberation, or Liberal Arts, so lost in our Humanities: those sweet licorice, those tailored sun-lights, while one needs several wigs: our undereducated lovers, those four to five routines, or shoving mere presence too far: But your complicated, you dismiss simplicity, you need absolute intoxication: so at war those days, so deeply moved, where too much creativity requires magicians: our Houdini appearances, or provocative lava, at dreams and towers and roaming this blank country: indeed, for Love, this image upon a leaflet, those leafs embedded with skies: an inward whisper, uneasy when she leaves, and damn near whole when she arrives….
                
…either/or, khakis or denims, or a lawyer’s suit: dirty pajamas, filthy flip-flops, or a clean white t-shirt and brand new Puma’s: maybe turquoise, a man’s infatuation, while cleanness becomes an aphrodisiac: Cartier diamonds, Versace scarves, even a little Hilfiger: those remote areas, this county of goodbyes, while with time something giggles: profound insight, an embarrassing mirror, while something dies: unrealized, but indebted, where services tend to changing behaviors: those skyscrapes, those spaceships, where one meets his reflection: this paramount indenture, this global happenstance, so fortunately unlucky: smothered and smoldering, while indecisive, or captured at a red light….

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