Sunday, July 21, 2019

Phoenix Laundry


…orphan eyes, so elated, but a home to exist: casual souls, contingent upon reality, if such is viable: close to skies, supernal graces, while flung into heart-furies: such mystic registry, flickering modalities, made captive to waves: electric currency, afloat a mansion, re-woven but sullen….

…it comes to life, melancholic limbs, something crawling into focus: at structure, and seeping, while enveloping persistence: a small lake, a tender routine, while one is resistant: those anchored mornings, those chirping fragrances, needing strength, but waning: a quick read, something speaking motivation, where walls speak distress: a gradual trial, while water hits softly, but worlds smell like lemon juice: such a slow pace, such a carried mountain, while waiting gently: where one persists, another surrenders, while both are struggling an inward fight….

It comes to combat, our arguing for freedom, even one demanding happiness: to gaze into windows, to see presents, where kids laugh and play: to mimic intonation, to embody certain moods, while feeling detached from joy’s property: it seems awkward, where actions lead to feelings, but something is meditative cries: a blue earth, a sorrowful lemur, as if something distressed is something lost: but it watches, we earn modicums of favor, as suddenly one is nurtured by a good feeling: such raw interior, such a vigil pain, where we investigate allotments: some are cheerful, where others are even, where, again, others are at combat: summer is hotter, winter is cooler, and autumn speaks to deciduous existence: crows and pigeons, songbirds and music, while time becomes unyielding: it pushes through, it becomes a meal, where mobility is shifted into segments.

…aflame by beauty, ablaze with passion, leaving so much to winds: banana bread, chocolate milk, and strawberry jam: a raspberry feeling, an intangible reaching, imposed upon by cycles: aesthetic faces, naked truths, and marble tiles: looking into literature, rereading a favorite paragraph, or composing soft-heartedly: metaphorical trumpets, cartoon monkeys, or listening to something inspiring: such sacred existence, when days chime peacefully, as opposed to consumption: re-dealt to existence, humming like feelings, seated in stillness and galloping: so patient, investigating shifts, looking into an amazing riddle: so sad those minutes, so deprived of felicity, while suddenly a new creature: such dance and art, such clarinet and cymbal, instilling memories: ablaze an emotion, peering into a neighboring infant, where mother’s eyes are radiant diamonds: a softer whisper, a broken string, while a kite floats away: to find that second, so engulfed by that moment—this becomes existence….

…afar but near, both static and willow, arranged as human beings: that old flux, this changing ocean, this new river: our monk wisdom, our illuminating passion, our surreal moments: inclined to sit stillness, while motion beckons, while determination demands fire: becoming apathetic, but holding weather, attempting to care: something tugs, a shift in behavior, where something close has become metal: our mind-flames, our reaching out, our moods detected and underdressed: such dependent existence, with so much to give, while rarely received in lights: as private feelings, reloaded and flying, where many need encouragement: ambition and ambience, seeming sorcery and magic, while true caring invites us along their journey….

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