Sunday, October 17, 2021

The Casual Road

 

the phantom is blasted, rethinking mother, a fool hates his origins—the fire, Father, the greenness, so innocent, so turned for worse. much berry chasing, many cherries in graves, granny was here last night. to feather a man as lost, to write off pain, with guts, with flame, like a damn bullet. it will never end, put life on ink, late into another century—reading it, the prophecy, the baptism, my daughter’s great grandson; into a granduncle, into more vandalism, like hitting a peak into sunrise.

memories blur, time blurs, I have an issue; seated in concrete, living like wounds, a battle to maintain clarity; the vulture waiting, I can’t collapse, the mourning seeming imperfect—as lifted higher, another swig, a person, a human, happening as a woman. so great in respect, bones in terror, the midnight séance; like torture to adore a phantom, like life to be diagnosed, rummaging dungeons, listening closely, war seems to live inside.

more leaves, less cotton, walking into fury. I adored in time, something we’re losing, so analytical, so hypothetical, headed to choir practice. the crane of the wealth the soul of the mountain. recalibrated, isolated, interrogated. a graph on me, a polygraph to prove love, a problem to see visions. close enough to shed a tear, further removed into the sunset, agitated, complaining, looking confused.

raw realness, a section sliced, a gift for in-humility. innocuous it seems, intimate it whispers, something neater keeps its compass. refused something, usually discreet, a few issues in praise—the cage of the insect, the glass in cities, the session went fair—if living, if rising, if roses in a pond; pure love, feral love, just—I need certain love.     

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