Wednesday, October 20, 2021

Like a Snatched Lifeline

 

the core is pure, its heart has scrapes, gnawing chemicals. no one wins, while most win, another paradox. psychomotor pains, psychoactive flame, unbothered, uncured; wind-cranes, gusts into wilderness, gnawing flesh—languishing, mouth bloody, made into a straightjacket. the hour tells a symbol, we all submit, what for ignoring time? the fount gushes, a soul floods, it wasn’t supposed to be like hell—more mercy, new Oldsmobile(s), old school indifference. how it came, she was anxious, she had desires—sour rain, acidic fire, seduction becomes a ruler—giggling over make-sense, he best giggle, so charming, a straight eclipse; over coffee with cakes, asking greater whiskers, goals, tags inside—answering, like embedded in us, so much, so precise, many months ago: hoping dearly, dying with pressure, knees to mud, gut to vomiting, needing a Renaissance. just passing through, just watching fragments, seated like a decent joke. never thought to own a person, it was never an option, finding love carries a sense of ownership. immediate reverberation, resounding cries, silent, unspoken agreement. each may have obsession, with one the mind’s compass, no more perfect, no more indifferent, no more receptive; like a manic tsunami, sexual to the tooth, like demons snatched the lifeline.  

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