Saturday, October 23, 2021

Nor Sexual A Bird In Its Pain

 

I suspect most need ideals, an expectation of existence, a reason to give in totality—the all of the survivor, the deck of the ship, the swoosh of the swami.

inside sensei swirls, abased made whole, rummaging mental hives; softness, gentility, sullen courage, pride suffocated by humility—a deeper space, a chilling nightmare, asserted by water;

the flame of the conduit, aqua marine animals, aside sinking feelings; if but toes in lakes, bikinis made snug, memories uncursed, smiles offering contentment—to die a sliver, shivering

from anxieties, so tender, made closeness, one unyielding kiss.

I suspect most need ideals, once they vanquish, misery becomes palpable; as for now, we hide it well, or it leaks out, or it’s made deliberate to appear.

cultural, mystic cries; perfect imperfection; a lady I’ll never know—sharp innocence, I would forever lie, as certain description yields fruit—nor sexual a bird in its pain.        

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