Thursday, October 14, 2021

Bionic Men & Women

 

oh tender Dice Game—by the flame of essence, by the dream of the wiggling hyena; the alpha is closer, the omega is further, most will sleep to deaths; so ignored, like I breed animosity, like a fueled hostility—in for out, out for in, needing a tank of skies, a patch of helium, a cup of oxygen … so much a woman, sold to winning, it gets so lonely, so captured, spinning on diamonds—the film inside, the mind recorder, the many ghosts—at slumber, at microphones, when I looked, I saw it clearly. most dangerous contacts, a soul could lose big, if daring to play by slimy rules; much a dictum, much odiferous passengers, like many endorsing sewers. the claim is critical, she speaks to hitting, so silent, tacit admission, unkosher meats; to die a smidgen, to have moved further, asking for Megan Thee Stallion … too much, too major, uncut, laced, well unbehaved—the man in the mirror, a phantom in disguise, come back too often to quite un-touch deaths. I pick up doodads, fidgets, like moving closer is a riddle—giving all, in all, like losing is general. fuddled over joys, addled over interests, debased over love.       

I’d Save The Reader Years

    The beat becomes sickness. A long crucible—a drilling ecstasy. I was losing focus, feeling forbidden, if to self, if to mirrors. So curs...