Tuesday, October 12, 2021

Ink Ache

 

such fiending so dirty bathing is baptism.

numerology, astrology, I can’t figure angles—braking soil, heart-rock pain, sure angst to kiss.

go deeper!!!

I loved her, like a damn phantom, it meant I would die.

I wish I would, old school shit talking, like lazy to get valley.

I touched it. I spent it. I’m still a saddened novitiate. I adored game, manipulated my essence, bled game! it was hell, they never tell us, something in this damn room!  

running back to life, after suspending life, like a feral monk.

sugarwater for lunch, a sandwich for dinner, a spoon of peanut butter for breakfast.

exaggerated!

go deeper!!!

I wouldn’t want to die without claiming my existence—the fire in us the pagan in me, like an arena of witches; to cast like possessed, this is the instance, bled for remorse.

will they need me?

becoming irreplaceable, rolling like pace-bent, puffing one first cigar; badness in guts, bleeding his scalp, like two forces racing into my treasures.

the city is locked, by wraiths, they have little mercy. what have we done—to become cement—was it, hectic hunger?

bread with jelly with syrup—different tales, Grits yesterday, bacon is a good night.

oh God! such soul with patience, listening closely, this was wilderness.

most have bills, a mortgage, an account—ruthless with it, a bull terrier, a naughty cat; scratching furniture, meowing all day, like hell to get some rest.

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