Thursday, October 14, 2021

Discovery Is Essence

 

upon a fireball was a hassle, pure adrenaline. on occasion, another, pure composure. secrets are ramped, intelligence is segued, mind/heart is power. a man leaves home, he receives blessings, he finds his soul flinching through atmospheres, unflinching with time, a certain cautious perception. an inner conference, filled with orchards, self-talk is enormous; to expect life’s gifts, to sense resistance, to become resilient—not by chase, rather circumstance, even manipulative. one must be careful; a deceitful disposition might ruin an otherwise modest reputation.

  a woman, even her adolescence, is charmed by esoteria; she joins a group, they form an agreement, they see fruition in fires. each becomes renowned. each flirt with higher energies. each find a way to die; for deeper into depths and darkness dwells light—this is human behavior; as immortal karma, so unfair, insomuch as, ancestors left a debt.

 

I see a maiden, a maid looking woman, with a bandana, a scarf, a waist garment; seeming scarce on passion, more into gesticulation, each one with a purpose. a darker skinned woman—a chair behind her—leaning over as if she would sit at any moment: a broom, a type of carpet, boring into the outskirts of the vision. I can’t see the location; her dress is burgundy—with faded round dots on it. her hair comes out a little, around the circumference, her eyes are hidden. she just moved, she is mopping, aside for color, she looks like a cartoon character, an opening act, Carol Burnett—the floor is dirty, thick slimy dirt, grounded into the floor, she flings a bucket of muddy water—she has become immoveable—growing bigger, she vanishes out of the screen.  

I’d Save The Reader Years

    The beat becomes sickness. A long crucible—a drilling ecstasy. I was losing focus, feeling forbidden, if to self, if to mirrors. So curs...