Friday, October 15, 2021

A Kid Loved Her

 

a room filled with silence, a vein traveling ghosts—as time exploded amid skies. so easy to tread, so lost to claim it, a feeling is a reason to believe—it hurts that way, it kills tenderly, we mistaken a whale for our inheritance; like running against sands, across shores, eating knapweeds—at harvest, it was marshweed, at courage, it was pity, so unstructured with pure intentions—the blue in the blood, the fever in the calmness, so much a kid riding the wavelengths; too metaphysical, too much a child of prisons, born to a number of boxes. house rented, or home sold, so many years we lived there; many trials, many curses, I swim in us—the cut to the wrist, the feeling of the monster, the knicks to the thighs—like winning is easy, to find a rhythm, the dance like rivers are abandoned—like an ocean isn’t here, right in our quarters, so much to adore some stranger—the mind that way, conjuring up ecstasy in locations, hoping to escape into a ready-made paradise—it never happens, it requires work, the best of us are losing pianos.

a room filled with appliances, an apple rotting on the dresser, the waters so rich, too pure, we must learn to float. association at therapy, things leaking out, no man forgotten! in decent time, to go easier, to live like gods are gambling—so struck for essence, some lesson for pains, such love as we made it easy. rethinking some lady, wanted this moment, this dance, to arrive at an emotion—to fry our desert; surety hopes in love, needing one more than anything, so soft at trying to arrive there—as it slips, we go for broke, it’s far too much to respond justice!

I’d Save The Reader Years

    The beat becomes sickness. A long crucible—a drilling ecstasy. I was losing focus, feeling forbidden, if to self, if to mirrors. So curs...