Friday, October 15, 2021

Smoky Clouds Guiding

 

it could be justice, an arrow across seas darting to its target. inward standards, an alluring physique, so troubled over mathematics. like chiseling skies, invisible ink, amateur agoutis. the better self, losing graces, or winning integrity. a palm of sawdust, wishing against hopes, like passing one that never says, “Thank you.” underwater with a platypus, laughing over beers, cautious, conscious, as not to get bitten. the world of the Estée Lauder catalogue, the abstract runway, the gut as it pistols an intense moment. the woman so gorgeous, cuts or bruises, quite aggressive friendships; to have arrived as winning the loss, or losing the win, a duvet for comfort. or groceries, something simple, a big dispute over legs or steaks or gizzards. making film with words, chaff at nouns, overt with verbs. smothered, smoldering by discomfort, passion so enchanting, bodies responding where minds are reluctant—so tender this route, it says something distinct, how is it the body is so receptive? the gala is Gucci women, Maybelline adroit, skilled in fever, higher than existence. seeing as we saw, appalled by neglect, some are inconsiderate. but Love has a Prada pouch, a Carter diamond, a slight hankering for attention; to micromanage relations, to macro-manage center stage, or so mesosystemic it aches by a signature anguish, deeper into the azure, raining or sprinkling as if a call from exospheres.      

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