Sunday, February 6, 2022

We Want The Element Made Public: In A Good Sense

 

ironclad wishes or dreams or every private notion hunting itself. over rustic valleys—I see beauty—the landscape is a dreamscape. how have we monitored each other? too many variables. we say it’s impossible, where a few know it works, in a space deeply chaotic. through confusion to gain a little clarity. through clarity of matter to sense disconnection—maybe deliberately. those dulcet eyes, such casual investigation, most of us wait like someone at another’s mercy. the house is the cathedral, the citadel is the home. to sit absorbed, the mind moving, certainly going through a change. different ones have differing elements, like different meals have distinct tastes. I see why people get upset; all baggage aside, some things we know with clarity. the wonder is in the why of another’s behavior. the church is not divorcee of the reality … the other home, the house, the farmyard. many jokes and japes among friends and family. the question is centered in the motive—was it the intention to frustrate harmony, and replace it with unclarity? some gave life and limb for stealing a bag of chips—this isn’t healthy. something messianic is taking place, something also priestly, the deeper it goes—on a bad day—I ask myself, and I know, there is no turning back, and rightly so! I have held the bible in public, confessed with mouth and believed from heart, and still, some days are confusing, spiritually. the trials don’t cease, they take sabbaticals at times, but they soon return. the soul has strength and power and gumption. people are unaware, I am unaware, of truth into the reality of the tabernacle. a curious person will ask, an Israelite will be cautious, the mystery is rarely made public.      

Sonnet IV

    If I was Pablo in a feeling, I would assert love, I would cry fever—one begonia, three dreams.  If I was Neruda in my emotion, I would e...