Wednesday, February 23, 2022

Irony of The Nature/Nurture Conflict

 

perfected damages, the rotten soul, made good in glory. the reprobate might be chosen, the uneasy might have a point, more to erasing the unnecessary, if it’s truly unnecessary.

 

absent by presence, looking for ruined, spatial and uncertain. the waterfall is backwards.  

 

needing myself, needing my love, seated in essence; what have we explained? to have needs of others?

 

the country of wolves, pleading in logic, given one last miracle.

 

minds before an audience, radicle exploration, seeing a mile into the shivers; it will be mimicked, the trembling, the ghosts humming, moved into me, and laughing.

 

so religious—why religious—why some and not others? it’s the calling of certain souls.

 

(it was distinct. I answered my mind. I felt an intensity.) those eyes trouble me. they can’t be examined. all forthcoming is conjecture, and commonsense—the anguish of the logic, the winning of the struggle—the anxiety of the lion. a need to feel, a want to rage, so much contained—coming in one flare, maybe thrice; much absence, in such presence, just to adapt to life.

 

the curse is the page as it glares and moves, knowing her disposition, much in the horizon. she fights, has fought, nothing less than the good fight. blessed in the here, the now, passing blessings as necessary.

 

into the forest, riddled with feelings, fretting the guarantee; given life, in one instance, desiring the first essence.

 

into the mind, loving her art, like confused to listen, touching in core-spaces, erased from logic.

 

the behavior is enigmatic, the resilience is born and rough, the destination is mixed, one might suggest, Love is different, unexplained, fevered, falling to the rough heaven.

 

a clean house, expensive furniture, alone, made perfect, smelling skies. with so much to believe, it gets hard to function.

 

saw too many inside, overwhelmed inside, pushed against pure chemistry inside.

 

so much ignorance, a skunk in the woods, the coppice is fraught by ambition.

 

so clear to me—the tests, the miles, sensing more than reality. we put measures on it, it has a certain texture, it must appeal to physics.

 

if not, diamonds melt, vision blurs, at the jeweler trying to trade in on elevation.

 

the fact remains, some admire each other, but cannot approve of each other.

Sonnet IV

    If I was Pablo in a feeling, I would assert love, I would cry fever—one begonia, three dreams.  If I was Neruda in my emotion, I would e...