Saturday, February 12, 2022

Regrouping Is Necessary

 

it was cabernet those nights, clarity seemed aloof, so close, more intimate than usual. feelings would wrangle ambitions, ravish appetites, and court church life. some emotions are unlikely, unsavory, filled with intimidation.

 

there’s a person dying, joys inverted, at the apex of frustration, the acme of regrets. what to tell him? and the anniversary was yesterday. so velvet the kiss—in its promise—so disappointed the reality.  

 

months make for celebration. the mind is turquoise—the arc is aqua—the energies are human. certain sciences, make clear the path, the ink is so ancient. to paint frantically. to see metallic in the legacy. trying to decipher our earth type. 

 

many vines. many paths. to choose one apropos to successes.

 

mystery is by unclarity. the foggy estates. to flutterer at the vague center—each thing written becomes a reality—to haunt because it’s ethnic, or unique, or compelling.

 

touching will not be. much is ruined by clarity. too analytical to become pure lust and fabric and breakage and life. many valleys and rivers. many becoming calculated. it shows the utter disdain one has. the mind has ripples of distrust, made viable those days, treated with irreverence.

 

so much whiplash. all are bathing and rinsing and trying to be clean.

 

some forget their deeds. many do not, they live by their deeds. the good weighs against the temperamental.

 

it seems kidlike to hate or hold too much of a grudge—made more debilitating than exciting. the beauty of the enterprise is—no one knows and no one is speaking.

 

we don’t mind cooking stew. some ingredients we substitute with others. and there will be stew.

 

on to contradiction—the fevered theologian—those grappling with skies and earth and values.

 

it only increased concentration—made judgment against itself, created a reason to love itself. it was against buffering its screen, reprogramming its art, tinkering with the hard drive. in due time, religious fervor, regrouping by necessity.

Sonnet IV

    If I was Pablo in a feeling, I would assert love, I would cry fever—one begonia, three dreams.  If I was Neruda in my emotion, I would e...