Friday, February 18, 2022

The Ores Are On Loan

 

we might put credence in prose, many axioms, much more the forgiveness. jasmine roses, mahogany eyes,

jotting notes on petals. to joust with emotions, to jut out the chin, selected to juggle sensitivities. cozy insecurities. cozen self-perception. different moods—the sinning innocence.

some contained frenzy, aside unfettered charm, early morning—one last greeting.

the sweetest taboo. feathers on souls. an audience at a standing ovation.

seeming to dazzle with ease, the mystic reborn, dipped in or sprinkled with water. perchance to just commune, afore meeting on zoom, the times make for adjustments.

the bigger spirit—the tremendous heart—spring became the season.

minds coalescing, courage sprouting, some touch in depth the invisible city. working at it, coming to terms with it, refusing to let it settle.

what was it—the reasons in skies—the blue blood devastation?

I set ego aside. I feel crucified, mutilated, running across plush grass. I was jealous for it. I wanted much

for my inheritance. maybe an Anjali (divine offering); maybe a new component. maybe pouring in at some hour.

like I never saw you, or never heard you, why would it matter? so intrinsic, so much nectar, as you muscle through the rites.

give it to the suffering. such a soul of the calibers. magnolia arms, a napkin for a tear, understanding my social standing.

like a man with tickets, feeling a little smug, entering VIP.

 

II

 

it seems difficult, around the gravestone, portrait or myth, jigsaw, pain, and slavery. dreamwood. to confess loving promise, a fret in me, looking for guarantee in seas. a machete to a soul, foal in the winds, upon a petroglyph, as a witness, to vow until the end of existence. it came to me, many of the most—in powers—there shall be—many adore you. unhooked. set free. gunning to another region. or locked down, fraternizing, trying to remain mean. I walked a long hallway. I paused at a guestroom. you sat, rocking softly, a novel in hand, smiling over a page/passage. no other peace have we achieved.   

Sonnet IV

    If I was Pablo in a feeling, I would assert love, I would cry fever—one begonia, three dreams.  If I was Neruda in my emotion, I would e...