Tuesday, February 22, 2022

Pivotal & Misleading

 

it flew by me—the reign of visuals, a need for clear ambition.

 

the stress to bend sentences, desiring self-occupancy, a tale told to seekers.

 

the true uneasiness becomes the floating possession—of lions, and cheetahs, and the insult of loving out of classification.

 

most unsteady. most pure at times. maybe raised in it, chasing it, needing to exhaust the specimen. the most melancholic fight, the sad wilderness, to have adored, needing social rehabilitation.

 

so trying, made productive, communion is its predestination; flesh and bone, soul and mind, many might argue the two are brothers and sisters.

 

it’s hard to ask, or suggest, as coming by a legit candle, or just a flare occupying dead time. the airs of the components, the feelings of the shrine, the valley of the desolate.

 

the messiah inside, the Christ inside, if one grew, as further into winds, accustomed to intervening. maybe for worth, maybe for crown, maybe for excellence, perfection, dice, and pain.  

 

a line through Isaiah, Jerimiah, the soul punctured, thereby, opened, with insistence disrupting, by intention, the art of the comforter.

 

by the inception, if not the healing, so hurt, displeased with what has become existence. maybe tears, or product on tables, beginning with catastrophe, before fortune.

 

I ignore another, expecting naivete, the person has an itch—those ideals, moral excellence, ethic ambition—these elements are not pivotal.  

 

made imperfect, striving for perfection, the cycle seeming uneasy, unclear, racing for something partially contained.

 

many walk away from the ambition. more feel conflicted. in avoidance, the hurting starts.

 

maybe the gila monster is human, climbing, made attractive—to augment, hinder, or frustrate the swaying ambition.     

 

spawned and left behind. the reality of so many. it drives the human soul.

 

or granted fortune, discipline, and honor, learning early to work harder.

Sonnet IV

    If I was Pablo in a feeling, I would assert love, I would cry fever—one begonia, three dreams.  If I was Neruda in my emotion, I would e...