Friday, April 3, 2020

While The Swan Composes


I love you becomes a scream an intestinal seesaw; after lamps so low those tables where you might not know this language: mother edged by balloons as metaphors or our zeitgeist so infectious; after moons or stars while cursed or scarred; those navy blue dreams those turquoise worries so wild so alive while days are pensive. I met a lady so incandescent but it’s hard to be a gentleman; they have that they strive by forgiveness they struggle with animals; this deliberation this chimney or soot so thick we call it tar; those sable eyes this magenta laugh or jasmine in spring; such rough colors such deep distrust while stubborn becomes our pitfall. I know more by secret vice, while so uncertain, so unsure, even lost with werewolves; our windy days our wilderness pains where we become so strong; to discount this word, to take offense, while one must admit, the man is trying. I’m washing laundry this sink metaphor while the signet is watching. I’m low and smiling or fretted and balanced where one is anxious to penetrate the impervious; it’s not by anger but deliberateness while one may not know their motive; this predicament this lockdown or feelings arising that must be managed; those curious emotions those rabbit dolls or so close we become a bit pushy.  

I love you becomes its terror or circles contending with behavior; near a sandcastle where people are building a palace while we seek paradise; such swiftness by beauty such cages by glory while one has become holy; not as different, not as unique, but confidence in something but a few might see; to glance at objects or to find meaning in antiques where nights are a bit left to right; those lucky eyes to have seen reality while something hardens our reach; our impatient souls where one is adamant insofar as one is angered. I know such fierceness where it damages most frequencies but it feels good to kick the underdog; it’s so easy it’s so righteous (while I will never be perfect); this claim is for others, this soul wrestles, while reevaluating those deeper motives; if but to fix glass if but to apply concrete if but to unspin the tops.

I love you becomes its wheels the pith of understanding.

We stand to lose or we stand to fetter our lives where the evidence might catch up; it becomes richness or gamut or sodden feelings; some are whet to love others watch closely where some are more into actions; such serene misery this paradox but ask a bishop about his waves.

We seek an opus, a misfortunate fortune, while grinding is always more emphatic.

Guessing at The Colors

      I never say it plainly. It befuddles me. And presence creates self-consciousness. If uncareful, it can hamper one’s psychic growth. (S...