Thursday, April 30, 2020

Participate or be Devoured


I sense you or it seems amazing while it meant nothing. a fool would dream or windmill or slide into a coma—such blackouts such stupor while needing succor. I believed for a moment, but it was so gray, while I sensed ambiguity—a scream a tender maze if but to suffocate the initial feeling. such virtue in un-rightness such to meter-out affection as a creature at lightning; to doubt so fervently, to die but fevers, where a woman might spark an avalanche—so uncured such the theologian where I see it hurts.

I sense you those damned areas or explosive chemistry so framed in its cage; to believe in freedom, to designate self as a god, where the weight is excruciating. by greater damages by furious battles if but to awaken kissed by wolves; our favorite angst, our interior guts, while a spear just hit.

I leave to sorrows I bathe in miseries I feel like its normal.

I have nothing to deceive or everything to win where ruthless caves frame a tender farm.

I sense you—something elevated but it couldn’t be after decades of bastard feelings into a curse and adoring it.

abut a nightmare so fraught by hunger into a sudden trance; Love was phantom, but Love was gone, alone a room proud to have resisted; the chairs were witness, the rug patted my ankle, the ceiling was weary; upon an axis to believe it dies while I fret new faces; it means angst it means closeness it means something must occur; such ink or fences where it didn’t matter.

so much to be decent as a truer challenge where in part it’s for you. our echoes our wailings a man pounding doors our sons our daughters our husbands our wives.     


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