Thursday, April 16, 2020

Looking Like Poets


I was long into midnight such gunning to win such darkness to survive. I hit the cigarette or slammed the microphone while a beeper hammered; it was serious sexuality it was bodily addiction as never to see so much ecstasy; to touch life, touché, to pass-out, such power, or to awaken like a king; this math in women, this force in flesh, or those curses we wild like deaths; over oceans over lakes while tears fed something compassionate; our session too intimate, too early, too ritualized; but a size six, an upside down heart, a lagoon of meshed mane; a mare or a diamond, such stress where it could be life; so captivated such invasion while so mosaic; our drift miles this spider laughing while one escapes yearning to return; like human meth or revolving kef or with one a bit unlikely to resist; an ax to bark, or public theology, but too much evidence.

After more salience or wrestling mind while anything seems unspoken; such felt features such debatable guarantees while illusions spell what he refused to gander; such newness or strict-like gates where the visitor hopped, crawled, or destroyed what he wouldn’t keep; in practice, we must ask, what are we doing if we can’t try permanence; what is in us, where we accept lies, while another has to devote utter meteorites—his brain his guts his death-bent loyalties? this old cavalier nature this foreign tribe nation while too much individualism will have one looking like poets.  


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