Friday, April 10, 2020

The Mind Becomes Its Conspiracy

The public is forgiving long into that sweet night while wolves count casualties.

To arrive early where Love is cooking a nine-year-old is playing Zelda. I cleave intestines I grin as summonsed but aggravation is boiling.

I adore on sight this pantomime voice this yelling countenance; to have something as akin to winnings where it was grand illusion.

                                                            But Agony ruled seas or Anguish bespoke oceans where touching palms seemed irrevocable.

Our minds jaded our milk dyed while
Anxiety came to visit.

I was curled with you we wiped tears with liquor it was tender delusion; our needs for fantasy our hearts repaved while many possessed keys.

Flesh is screaming or eyes are penetrating so clumsy but standing our truths. I would cherish as if my own as if too lost to stagger away; the sepals bleeding the tepals are absorbing while I have influence over aching; the ovary of the plant the estrogen of the father or the testosterone of the mother; such nectary such beautiful pageantry or often underrated; our smooth dialogue our tares or weeds where leaves are ruining our lawn; a passionate excuse those moments we must leave where others accept so much.   

The nectar of richness those indisputable ironies if but to passion with fierce rawness: a man tried so hard, designating locations, where assumption asserted mind follows body. Our selves betraying our delusions while hoping for sweet saffron; vinegar was enormous the back alleys were junky while one danced and laughed and seduced false illusions; to have loved ourselves, where evidence is gnawed and gnashed, while we force something that doesn’t exist; our casual plights become serious confusion where a man might die by seizure.

I bless souls rummaging through valley-debris at something crucial; our panic splayed or anger on display while it was interesting electricity; to call a man cold, or to designate disruption while holding to something eidolon; our chicaneries our un-battled deceptions, where a man is at his mirror incorrectly. Our dearest duplicities our major movies where pain strikes mind-bone.   

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