Tuesday, April 7, 2020

Dear Beloved,


I’m heartened as a friend, or smoldering as a writer, or pensive as a father; so designed to fail or so executed to win while invisibility only leaves deduction. Our picture whispers our waltz is for

Vandross our rhythm is for Jackson; to ride a skeleton or to discharge emotion while mawkish and nervous. Such terror-beauty while sublime and seized by far lost or drastic; saffron music or

stubborn tensions to ache a thought looking for redemption; father’s eyes, or mother’s wit, where most are trying so hard; this thing in women, as becoming confidants, as knowing when to

retreat; smoldering ice, or sweltering winters, while glass melts into memories; such shattered portraits such smelted sincerity while most souls are locating integrity; but here’s a saga, a

woman with family, while every sensation is directed diligently; this film in fevers those atoms with apples or hail, haven, and hysteria. I’m heartened to know you—those summer dimples

those autumn raspberries—as losing us to gain prose or frittering to much life away; our feng shui our settee seconds our front porches—as men adoring genetics or somber and uncertain

while most condemn and bury their hate—those anxious feelings or a societal basket where key stakeholders are invested in one doctrine. I loved before; back when it was easier; your group are

so fortunate, so fortuitous, so foundational: to adore while growing, to share first experiences, where most adults are first suspicious; in essence, in treasures, in schools all around the USA; as

mother glances, she knows a feeling, to reach out and grab you for a kiss; our myriad passions our love for literature while I have yet to indenture the threshold. I’m hearted to think you or to

firefly you or to pull teeth from a hippopotamus; a bit creative, the range for metaphor, while too uneasy to sit still; those pacing hallways those posts laughing or a mind needing its remedies;

this long battle this terror in pride or predicated upon something quick and fleeting. I imagine permanence or patience or something that never changes—to wrap our souls to slither into prayer

while such violence against any one person. I’m glad to have met you, I was proud to hold you, while feeling so distraught by something soaring. Such face or unforgiveness, while I must

admit, one is due to be shocked, but unjustified to never restock the intuition; but fairer to meerkats or greater to ferrets before one takes heart into something refusing to grovel; we need

humiliation, we desire to feel enthroned where another is mire and slime or grime and dead roses. These elements by affairs, to adore the product but despise the source. I spoke to

abhorrence while deep in pity as never determining its reality. It must feel terrific, to see it back in its mouth, while influence is feral, frank, or fearless.    

The Sentiment

  The Sentiment    It tends to matter—each pursuing holy armor. It leans into a desire to feel pure, clean, sacred and such. I never underst...