Thursday, November 28, 2019

Remain by Power, Love


Those chandelier crystals as they blaze into eternity so close to locating her phoenix; at ferric black sand or topaz cryptic lakes while unfathomed as a dire creature; our genetic castle those winds at something mis-identified—to become so comfortable to resist change or this sluggish nightmarish emotion; so young with exhilaration such a fugue into existence at a private piano: as a woman dies she has lived and a faithful woman is a King’s Crown; hereinto, our shivering spirits this spatial manifest those dear drastic fires; where a Swan estimates and a mother ruminates and a doctor cogitates: this need for your perfection this island you must disembark if but to capture and conquer our unanswerable seas; those planets in shells this oceans in octopuses or this seahorse guiding its soul.

I ponder such studying and singing and excitability.

You possess a cave in there those walls are shadows that light is destiny; as not absolute but a path towards excavation where rants are a major distraction; we look upon the rants we undress Proverbs and we walk away with wisdom; so filled with feelings so much estrogen and testosterone as experience is pouring into occipital lobes; such black and white decisions at such gray impasses while one asks forgiveness for their sins; this fitted reality by which we rely upon this gift even while actions are carried down contrary paths; to know with certainty this act as maleficent some expect that with performance such action shall be redeemed; it becomes chaotic this un-socialized behavior while we designate certain titles for such behavioral patterns.

Love has become commodity, both Love as a verb and Love as a noun.

I imagine a few pet-peeves a few strong dislikes and a radar that is becoming binoculars; this steep component this moving vehicle or this unanalyzed reality concerning kids with heart-ships; this sixth sense, this geared intuition, where welt and weal have become depth and insight; to arise Sunday morning, to grab a leaf of tea, and write one paragraph; such sensed tranquility such unlocked trapdoors to reread and locate a piece of your humanity. I imagine a romantic tinge a thorough vocabulary and a niche for communicating effectively; those conversational jams, this conceptional jigsaw, while jibbing and jousting with ease; but moments are awkward and sunshine seems to disappear where emotion flies into orbit. I imagine a temperamental Swan as dancing and rising and feeling a bit cozy with pensiveness; this reflective atmosphere this moving gravity while at times crows are crowing; our mechanic behaviors our sincere behaviors or those few friends that arrive on time behaviors; our tingling ears, our touchy arcs, at something critical but intangible. I imagine soda pop and cookies or chips and dip—and this hankering for cheesy pizza; indeed, a few thoughts in this address to lighten the heavy ether.

It appears clear to me this debate in us concerning right behavior versus opted behavior. Our waves wiggling and wrestling our hearts shifting and churning into this forcefield both somber and meditative. But life reveals it valleys and vaults open without warning while monads are singling out other monads.                                    Remain by power, Love!              

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