Tuesday, November 19, 2019

Picture our Paradox and Pleasurable Pains


but needing tender souls or casual about sorrows while they must exist; mere extensions of something in veins as departing from essence; warring our hearts or so familiar a glance while Petrarch died in agonies; our mental incapacities our gripping tentacles such faith in something half right; so excused to perish or such ruins to exist while many are tucked in boxes; our cherished rudiments our kernels our lives or so abandoned anything is tender.

there are cadence hassles as there are mental ruffles at deeper spiritual rivets; why has a man sacrificed comfort or why has a woman lied so neatly at something we must understand?

but days are cryptic and cultic while evenings are more to evaluate where suffering is brightly inadequate or solitary behaviors; our faces and subtleties or ribbons upon hurtfulness insomuch as airborne or flighty this pillar; so much into fire or so fantastic certain language while one analyzes and senses something disorderly; those unspoken realities as used freely where both parties feel ecstatic. It comes a need to exist to flame beautifully to feel overwhelming sensations—at every moment this tall task where some are devastated by something at once an illness.

I see lime-marks and rust and patience in pain and pleasure by immorality; to again love like students or to scientific explanation like students where some things are not so graceful; those mystic feelings sewn into something indecent where we learn and cringe at ourselves; but life is tender forgiveness where is wasn’t expected those perfections on Leave it to Beaver.  

our characteristics at darker seconds or counsel with hooks and bats and weary-unspoken screams—to incite by reason or pleasure by circumstance as lancing and singing while dying with bells; our freedoms discounted our hats dismounted where galloping becomes a silent control agency; but agony was sacred and pain was segue where one was so in-there time was leaping—this furious portrait those furious ventilations at something too curious to outlive; so close it aches so charming it haunts or so delicate a little pain is necessary; as living souls aborted to existence so provoked and so privileged it feels good to wallow in filth; our cleanness suffocating our weariness too holy while I have hurt self in order to love her more.

it takes village traits to command attention by a sky-lake dripping into a sponge; our demanding realities too beneath to climb out or too elevated not to collapse a pedestal; at terrible attractions or tucked tightly in a routine where neither left nor right but straight ahead; this rare manifestation too simplistic to lose and so dedicated to un-sin at something that must be debated.

but we mature into cozy islands alarmed by our thoughts while comfy with forging our dynamics; this lie about reality but things possess reality while I can’t discern arriving at reality; this voice inside this behavioral outfit inside while something else is nudging our audience; this need to invite pressure or to avoid essence while something feels it deserves its nature; at something romantic this complete acceptance this article as mythic miracle.   

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